Jessie J, Ariana Grande & Nicki Minaj - Bang Bang ♥

Hey guys!
I know one of my previous posts was to do with a music video and a song but I have another one for you which I need to share!
I love music and all 3 of these artists!
Three queens of the music industry have teamed up to bring the world an amazing track!
When I first read about these 3 doing a song together I couldn't cope!
I love all of them individually and for them all to feature on a song and in a music video was obviously going to blow everyone's minds!
The music video came out a 1-2 days ago depending on where you watched the video & I have to say its one of the best music videos I have ever seen.
They all look fabulous, sound fabulous and just had fun in the music video!
I'm going to stop babbling about the video and song now and you can watch Jessie J, Ariana Grande & Nicki Minaj do what they do best!

Take Care
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Growing as a person.

Hey guys! 

This post is gonna be a tad different from my other ones. I'm one of those people who always keeps themselves to themselves and doesn't really put information out there or past experience unless they are positive ones. I believe that when you read a blog post you want it to be fun, entertaining and bubbly but sometimes once in a while you need to just let everything out and it does you the world of good.

Year 13 is done. I have been wanting to say that for soooo long and I can finally say it! Recently I have been thinking about the school life I had and it got me thinking about everything from being in primary to making that first big step into high school, making the decision on what I wanted to do as I hit year 11 and what I want to do with my future. Starting a new chapter in life if you want to call it that is exciting but at the same time scary.

In primary school I was never the girl who would be sat in a circle with a bunch of girls talking, braid hair and playing pat-a-cake. I have always found that the company of lads is much better. You have less drama and less bitching which was nice. I moved school when I hit year 3 which i believe was a great move on my moms behalf so well done mom! Being in a class of 30 was nice, even though there was the split in groups (you know what I mean the popular kids etc) we all got along and let's say we're civil for the most part haha! Sometimes things weren't so nice. I got bullied a lot in primary school and also in secondary school which I will talk about later on but being a child I didn't really let it bother me and just carried on with being who I wanted to be.

Secondary school came along and nearly all my friends who I had made in primary we're coming along with me for the ride which I was excited about, knowing that the people you had cherished the company of for 3 years where going to be there for another 5 seemed amazing! High school is a scary place when your a year 7. Everyone is taller and more school wiser than you. They know how the place works and who to talk to and who not to talk to. The first couple of years of my high school experience where not that great. Like I said before I was bullied and that made it super hard for me to want to get out of bed in the morning and go into school. Being called names because of your appearance is horrendous and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. It makes you feel like shit and like your worth nothing. My mom was and still is one of the main reason I can do things and see the light at the end of the tunnel, I wouldn't be the person I am today without her and of course my wonderful dad to tell me jokes and make me smile when I am down. 

Friends are a complicated subject to do with school. I stayed in one group for most of my school life because they were in my lessons. The group were a tad bitchy, it seemed to get worse towards the end of our schooling days which was to be expected everything would come out in the end meaning a friendship didn't have to carry one. I spoke to these girls for 5 years and I speak to none of them now. I knew they would never be life long friends and if I'm honest didn't really want them to be. I know that sounds mean and I don't intend it to but they were just school friends and that was it. 

I got to around the age of 14/15 maybe and I thought I had found someone who would be my life long friend who would always be there for me and would always care. I spent a lot of time with this girl and honestly had the an amazing time. We went on holiday, went to to concerts, have sleepovers etc. This girl was more like my sister than a best friend as I classed her. One day out of the blue I was told that we were no longer friends that she felt like she was being trapped in our friendship and spending that much time with someone was unhealthy. We drifted apart and that was the end of that. I guess. Life long best friend was gone! It was hard to come to terms with it honestly it was like your left arm had been taken away. Okay not that dramatic but it was still heart breaking and not nice. 

Girls can be bitchy like I said at the beggining of the post and it's not nice. People who you think and believe are your friends could turn out not to be and just be backstabbers within a snap of a twig. Its a strange and horrible feeling to know how much you trust them and they go and talk about you behind your back. Many thing were said as a joke and a couple of things were from the heart but people have feelings and if they are kept bottled up for too long then you are just a ticking time bomb of hate ready to explode at any point. It's not nice to be sitting round a dinner table and everyone treating you like an outsider because of your feeling and opinions, girls can be bitchy but so can boys so I guess we are all as bad as each other.

I have spoken to a couple of people on twitter who seem to be having problems with people they call friends In high school. I always say to them that they need to take a step back and look at the friend or friends they are having a problem with. I feel that if you feel uncomfortable around them or don't act like your true self around them it's not worth your time or effort. I spent 5 years not fully being myself and it's not nice believe me. I wish I could go back and be the person I wanted to be and be me to the fullest! If you don't see them being life long friends what is the point in trying. Don't put your heart and soul into something you feel will never work. 

My decision to go to sixth form was not an easy one. I had been back and forth with the idea for months and months and honest just got to the point where I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life and carrying on with education was the only answer I would find. I didn't want to be one of those people who came out of education and just went straight into working fully time or went on the dole. I love having a break from time to time but I couldn't be sitting on my backside all day everyday. 

Sixth form has possibly been the best and worse choice of my life. I regret a few things but they couldn't be changed. One thing I am thankful for in my life at sixth form were friends. One left half way threw the two year course which sucked and two of them didn't even come to sixth form after year 11 they moved on to do things they were wanting a career in. I have the best group of best friends I could ask for. I know I can go to them if anything was wrong, I can fangirl my heart out and at least one of them would understand me, spending time with them is all that matters to me at this moment in time, all of them but one are going to university and I'm honestly going to miss them, I'm going to have to start saving up to put petrol in my little car to drive down the motorway to see them with Jess! They will be bored with seeing us by the time they have finished haha! 

And the future... Who knows what that holds? I have a few things I wanting to do and have plans for which you guys will read about closer to the time but for now the future is a mystery and is hopefully filled with happiness, friendship and love.
I am happy with where my live is at the moment. I have a wonderful group of 5 close friends and they are all amazing and unique in there own way! I'm going to miss them when they go away and it will leave me and my bestie Jess here to have all the fun, adventures and concerts while they are off educating themselves!
Writing this post is possible one of the best things I have done in a while and has allowed me to let go of the past and get excited for the future!

"It's lonely at the top and that's why I plan to take all of you with me" - Conor Maynard

Cheeky quote to end this whole things off.

I know this was bit different but I hope you like it? :)

Take care

Post soon x

Taylor Swift - Shake it off ♥

Hey guys!

Hope you are all doing well!

Taylor swift has recently surprised fans with a new music video, song and album title! 

I am super excited for the next album especially if the other songs are like her new one! I love this song but I feel like I shouldn't? Anyways! I hope you enjoy the video and song! 

If you're having a bad day click on the video and just dance around your room to it and shake out all the bad energy! Perfect! 

Take care

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The Last of US - Video Game ♥

Hey guys! 

Hope you are all doing well!

Today's post is going to be all about 'The Last of US' for those of you who don't know what that is it is a video game for the play station. 

I have been playing this game for the past 3 days and today i have finally finished it! I'm going to try not to give away any spoilers in this post because if you guys haven't played it yet and want to you wont know what its all about. 

First thing this is a Zombie action game. For the most part you're fighting zombies and battling to stay alive. You also kill non-infected humans at times but that's all apart of the fun of surviving in a zombie apocalypse.

Of course like every other zombie game a infection is spread and when someone is bitten they turn. Usually it can take up to anything from a couple of minutes to a day and in this game if bitten you turn in a couple of hours. Due to me watching the walking dead I automatically called zombies walkers but in this game they are known as runners. You also have 2 other types of zombies in this game -  Clickers and bloaters.

We have out primary player Joel who you will play as at the beginning of the game and during game play you meet Ellie.

Throughout the game you get to play as both character during different circumstances. Both characters test your ability of survival, scavenge hunting and shooting. At the beginning of the game I didn't both entering open houses and looking in draws and cupboard but towards the middle of game I became low on ammo and it helped out a lot haha! If I have one tip of advice for you would say check every single corner of every single building, house and ground. You never know what you are going to find.

The action parts of the game was good not as good as some but way better than many. The graphics in this game are out of this world it honestly felt like watching a movie during the cut scenes which was amazing! There are a ton of cut scenes in this game (which can becomes annoying when you are getting into the game play) which are useful for information and an inside of the characters that you meet along the way.
Many people have said this game is emotional and I can see the sections they are talking about but I didn't feel emotion at all during the game. I did jump at times during the game and started getting pumped for the next time i got to control the character and kick some zombies head.

The game to me wasn't that great. I had really high expectations for this game. I do recommend this game to you all and if you can your hands on it do! I would like to buy the new version that has been brought out for the PS4 but we shall see if I do or not.

I hope you guys liked this little post. It was something different and like every other review of anything media related it is difficult to not give away the plot and so much detail while typing it out.

Out of 5* I give this game a 4.5*
Good game with great graphics but expected more.


(All photos in this blog post are not mine and were found on Google Images. All rights go to the original owner)
Take care
Post soon x

5 Seconds of Summer - Amnesia (cover)

Hey guys!

I hope you are all okay,

Quick post!

I have uploaded a cover of 5 Seconds of Summer Amnesia and it would mean the world to me if you guys headed over toy channel and gave the song a listen and leave a comment with your opinions!

Thank you so much! 

Hope you are all having a good day/ night what ever you maybe doing!

Take care

Post soon x

New Layout ♥

Hey guys!
Over the past couple of weeks I have felt like this blog has needed a fresh new look. I came up with this new idea from simply looking at the clouds. While on holiday I enjoy nothing more than sitting out in the open watching the world go by! I wanted some simple and clean but also a twist of me with the moustache and stars in the header.

I hope you guys like the new layout of the blog and I hope you are all having a wonderful evening/morning where ever you are in the world!

Take Care
Post Soon x

Day at Drayton Manor! ♥

Hey guys!
 I went for a visit to Drayton Manor with my mom and my brother sometime ago. My brother was going on a school trip there and i have always wanted to go but never had a reason to until my brother was going.
I hate roller coasters. I have motion sickness which of course would be trigged from going on a roller coaster... I pretty much went because i wanted to take loads of pictures of the roller coasters and i thought it would be nice for my brother to have picture memories of his last school trip before finishing primary school!

The weather was cloudy but warm. Even thought I put sun-cream on me before leaving the house i got burnt all on my chest which is where I put more on than i am meant to because i know it always catches the sun!

The first ride my brother and his friends ran to was the 'Buffalo Coaster". This ride reminded me a lot of the caterpillar ride I used see all the time at the fun fairs with the added twist in this case of the red Indian theme.

The next place they ran to was 'splash canyon', This is simply a circle shaped float with seats which then floats down a river of water crashing into the side of the river causing you to be bounced around. I only got a picture of the sign to this ride because there was a high fence around the ride. I did however while waiting for them get a picture of the ride 'shock wave'. This ride came over my head and scared the hell out of me! This ride is a stand up roller coaster which hits the speed of around 85mph! We also went to Pirate Adventure but i didn't get any pictures because it was packed around by the entrance.












We then went for some lunch at the burger place on site for a little sit down, a drink and some drying out time for my brother and his friends from the past two water rides! The food was nice, nothing really to write home about but was good.

The next place we went into was THOMAS LAND!! I was more excited to go in there than my brother and his friends! You have to be 11 or below to get in while being accompanied by an adult. Some girl who looked around the age of 15 were trying to get in but were turned away.
This was honestly my favourite part of the day! It was look being a child again and being inside the television of your childhood! Honestly AMAZING! The one downside with Thomas Land was that the fat controller wasn't there. I was to take a selfie with him but it couldn't happen. I took pictures of Percy etc but i couldn't get a picture of Thomas because loads of children were having their picture taken with him.

After having a wonder round my brother and his friends wanted to go on the Ben 10 ride that we saw as we walked in. I honestly don't know where the courage came from inside themselves to jump on the ride! The ride pulls you backwards and then throws you round the roller coaster tracks with turns and spirals in the mix before reaching a point which it throws you backwards back into the loading dock. I applauded them. I couldn't have done it!

The next attraction was the 4D cinema. They were showing a reef experience which was all to do with keeping the ocean clean and taking care of the wildlife that lives in it. The whole experience was great! Water and air was sprayed out at you as well as you chair being push and pulled backwards from time to time as well as bubbles being made to float around the room! It was great!

While my brother was waiting in line for nearly 2 hours for the next ride me and my mom went on the little train that they have there! It was so cute and it takes you around the whole park. We went past woodland, over rivers and we even saw a dragon with no tail! haha.
The last ride that we went to was Stormforce 10. I have never seen anyone as wet as my brother when he got off this ride. He was soaked to the skin. His top, shorts, socks, shoes and boxers all dripping with water. They seemed to have fun though which was the main thing!

The last thing to do before heading home was grab a blue slush puppy! I wanted a really big one in one of those really big cups but they didn't have one which was a shame!

Overall it was a nice day and was something different to spice up a normal Friday!

I have some extra picture left so i'm just going to add them to the end of this post but i hope you guys enjoyed!

Take Care
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Two perfect drugstore lipsticks for summer! ♥

Hey guys!
Quick post!
I have recently brought two lipsticks which i think are perfect for summer!
Many of my lipsticks are either dark, red or pink!
These lipsticks are lovely and bright and all round wonderful!

The first lipstick is from the Kate Moss Matte collection by Rimmel London in 110. This lipstick is a red which an orange twist making it a tad coral. 
It is one of my favorite lipsticks at the moment!
This lipstick and others from the collection has a strong smell to them but it isn't a sickly sell that would put me off buying it.
Even though this is a matte lipstick it doesn't dry out my lips like other matte lipsticks that i have in my collection.

The next lipstick is a Maybelline Colorsensational lipstick in 910 Shocking Coral. This is a lovely bright pink lipstick. 
This is also one of my favorite lipstick at the moment! This lipstick has a sun creamy smell to it which i don't mind at all. 
It is very moisturizing to my lips and doesn't dry them out at all!

I have been wearing these a lot over the past couple of weeks and if you do pick them up i hope you enjoy them as much as i do!
I hope you enjoyed this little post and are having a wonderful morning/evening whatever you may be doing!

Take Care
Post Soon x