21 going on 81. ♥

Hey guys!
This is going to be a bit of a rambling post so I apologize in advance.

Over the past couple of weeks I have seen many of my facebook friends and people who I follow on twitter posting about parties and getting drunk etc and it's got me wondering...

I'm not judging anyone of how they live their life or how they choose to make decisions because each to their own but it got me thinking about how I live my life.
I have a few confessions. 

#1 - I have never been on a night up town. 

For me it's not something that interests me and that I want to do. I could think of nothing worse than going into a club, getting off my face and stumbling home. And let's not get into how much I know some people spend in one night, it's more than my heart can take and well I just see it as concert ticket money haha!
Yes I live my life going to concert and popping to the pub when my friends are back from university and I'm perfectly fine with this. I don't understand how people can count down until the weekend to get drunk and "forget everything". I'm not saying that I will never ever go into a club because there may be a time that I do but at the moment it's not on my list of priorities. Honestly if I don't ever in my life go to a club I wouldn't be bothered and feel like I have 'missed out'.

#2 - I have never gotten that drunk that I can't remember the night before.
I saw a facebook post the other day with someone saying they couldn't remember last night and it was a "messy" one. Again I could think of nothing worse. I enjoy spending time with my friends and making memories that will last a lifetime than to drink them all away and have no recollection of the night before apart from a banging head from all the booze. I know you don't have to drink when you go to places like a club but when you ask people what you do a club they will tell you that you have a little dance, get drunk and 'enjoy yourself'.

I'm not aiming this post at anyone in particular because I couldn't care less how you live you life if i'm honest it's just something that has been on my mind for a while - you do you boo!

Anyways many people who I see post these types of thing are at university and I fully understand that's what you do to let off steam from the week and spend time with your mates but I am someone who owns their own business and works 7 days of the week for around 12 hours a day. This includes being on my feet all day at the shop making cakes to answering facebook and any other enquires at every hour of the day (I have had people message me as early as 3 - 4am in the morning right up until midnight in one day). The thing I enjoy the most is coming home, getting into my PJ's and relaxing with a cup of tea and some rubbish TV every night and weekend when I can.

I guess it's just the generation we live in now a days. I am an old soul I know that. I act more like im 81 than 21 sometime but can drop to acting like a 4 year old at a drop of a hat haha!

If you read this and you are one of these people who enjoy going up town maybe you think i'm strange for not experiencing what you do most weekends and sometimes of a weekday but we each choose our own path in life and I think it's wonderful we have our own views else this world would be a boring one haha!

I know this is a random post but I just wanted to let it all out.

I hope you're all okay

Take Care
Post Soon x

New Year, Same Me Just A Few Changes ♥

Hey guys!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Hope you all had a wonderful christmas and new year with your loved ones!
Every year the quote "New Year, New Me" gets used ALOT.
Everyone says it and within a month they are back to the same person they used to be doing the same old things.
I've decided this year i'm not going for a 'New Me' I'm simply going to stay who I was last year but make a few life changes.
I always used to be the person who make new year resolutions and within a month they are out of the window and all forgot about but this year feels different so I hope they stick.

Diets are always on the top of everyone's list when it comes to making a change in the new year and i'm no different. This year I've started to watch what I am eating, drinking loads of water and trying to stay more active.

I have recently set up on own business which I have been keeping a secret for a few months now (I'll do a blog post on it soon, I promise). I hope this year brings luck upon the business, allowing it to lift off the ground the way I am hoping. I plan on getting myself out there and putting every bit of strength and willpower into making this business work. Motivation is key and I started to lack it at the end of the last year but I am trying to lift myself back up and get inspiration in any way that I can to build this business up to be what I want it to be.

Family and Friends are a huge part of my life and this year I plan on trying to spend more time with them between running my business. This year already looks bright with the concerts me and Jess have going to and I couldn't be going to see them with anyone better than her! I plan for more adventures for us to go to random places we decide upon the day before. I plan on having evenings where we all sit together as a family and play games and enjoy each others company more. I also hope this year brings happiness to everyone I know.

Many of what I classed as friends have disappeared over the past year. Some have changed in ways I couldn't and didn't want to keep up with and looking back on it as bad as it sounds i'm rather happy with letting them go out of my life. I have no harsh feeling towards these people don't get me wrong I wish the best for them in whatever they are doing right now but I'm glad i'm not apart of their life's anymore.

This blog has been apart of my life for a few years now and it will always be a love of mine. Last year I was posting twice a week and rarely missed a post. However with now trying to run my business I am going to have take the posts down to one a week and my upload day will be on Sunday. (The only day I get off haha) I hope you guys are okay with this and still enjoy reading this blog as much as I enjoy writing it.

This year I hope you. Yes you reading this have a wonderful year. I hope you get to go places, see things and people you have never seen before and wake up every day with a smile on your face ready for another beautiful day. I hope you get the exam results you are looking for in your school years and get jobs you have been dreaming about since you were younger.
I wish happiness for you.
I wish happiness for my family, friends and myself.

I wish happiness for the whole world.

I hope you all have a wonderful new year
See you back here next sunday with another blog post!

Take Care
Post Soon x

My Birthday! ♥

Hey guys!
It's my birthday!!
I'm getting so old... next year I'm going to be 21!
Can I become Peter Pan please so I don't ever have to grow up! 

I have no plans for my birthday this year, i may be going for a meal later tonight but apart from that it's just another day haha!

Photo from tumblr, credit to owner

Take Care
Post Soon x

Camping Adventures ♥

Hey guys!
Sorry for not posting on Wednesday I have been away for the week with my best pals! I thought I would share a few snaps with you from the week!

The week was filled with laughing, smiles and happiness. I couldn't have asked for more amazing people to go camping with!
Love you guys, here's to another adventure soon!

Yes I put bacon on my s'more! Don't knock it until you try it haha!

Take Care

Post Soon x

Hello August ♥

Hey guys!
I know I say this every month but i actually can't believe how quick this year is going! It's August!
So many great things happening and hopefully happening this month!
I'm super excited to go camping with the best buds and fusion festival again at the end of the month with Jess!
What are you guys up to this month?

Photo taken from Google Images - All rights go to original owner

Take Care
Post Soon x

Inspirational Quote #2. ♥

Hey guys!
Many things have been going on with my life at the moment. Plans for the future, leaving the past behind and enjoying the time I have left in the places im living in right now.
Yesterday during college we were looking at tattoos and I found a quote which I can't get out of my mind.

Picture from Google.

This quote means a lot to me right now.
Dreams are what everyone needs to live. Well for me anyways.
Without the ideas, hopes and dreams for the future I wouldn't be able to get out of bed in the morning and work for what I want.
Dream big. It may be one day all we have.
Take care
Post soon x

My birthday! ♥

Hey guys! 

First of all let me apologise for not putting a post up on Sunday, I have been trying to wrap my head around some upcoming events and tests that I have and by the time I thought about sitting down to write a blog post my brain was ready to fall asleep. 

I am however back with this post! As you can see from the title it has been my birthday! I was going to post yesterday when my birthday was (Tuesday 21st October) but my day was filled with work, family, friends, happiness, love and also a little bit of stress! I am now 19 for those of you who don't know how old I am. Honestly it feels the same as being 18. I think it's going to feel the same until I reach the age of 21. That's when I believe you really become an adult and think start to  slot into place. Hopefully. Fingers crossed! I did have a wonderful day and was gifted with some lovely cards, presents and money! Along with many happy birthday messages which was also wonderful! 

I have some great posts coming up for you guys! 

I hope you are all having an amazing day or night!

Take care 

Post soon x 

Growing as a person.

Hey guys! 

This post is gonna be a tad different from my other ones. I'm one of those people who always keeps themselves to themselves and doesn't really put information out there or past experience unless they are positive ones. I believe that when you read a blog post you want it to be fun, entertaining and bubbly but sometimes once in a while you need to just let everything out and it does you the world of good.

Year 13 is done. I have been wanting to say that for soooo long and I can finally say it! Recently I have been thinking about the school life I had and it got me thinking about everything from being in primary to making that first big step into high school, making the decision on what I wanted to do as I hit year 11 and what I want to do with my future. Starting a new chapter in life if you want to call it that is exciting but at the same time scary.

In primary school I was never the girl who would be sat in a circle with a bunch of girls talking, braid hair and playing pat-a-cake. I have always found that the company of lads is much better. You have less drama and less bitching which was nice. I moved school when I hit year 3 which i believe was a great move on my moms behalf so well done mom! Being in a class of 30 was nice, even though there was the split in groups (you know what I mean the popular kids etc) we all got along and let's say we're civil for the most part haha! Sometimes things weren't so nice. I got bullied a lot in primary school and also in secondary school which I will talk about later on but being a child I didn't really let it bother me and just carried on with being who I wanted to be.

Secondary school came along and nearly all my friends who I had made in primary we're coming along with me for the ride which I was excited about, knowing that the people you had cherished the company of for 3 years where going to be there for another 5 seemed amazing! High school is a scary place when your a year 7. Everyone is taller and more school wiser than you. They know how the place works and who to talk to and who not to talk to. The first couple of years of my high school experience where not that great. Like I said before I was bullied and that made it super hard for me to want to get out of bed in the morning and go into school. Being called names because of your appearance is horrendous and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. It makes you feel like shit and like your worth nothing. My mom was and still is one of the main reason I can do things and see the light at the end of the tunnel, I wouldn't be the person I am today without her and of course my wonderful dad to tell me jokes and make me smile when I am down. 

Friends are a complicated subject to do with school. I stayed in one group for most of my school life because they were in my lessons. The group were a tad bitchy, it seemed to get worse towards the end of our schooling days which was to be expected everything would come out in the end meaning a friendship didn't have to carry one. I spoke to these girls for 5 years and I speak to none of them now. I knew they would never be life long friends and if I'm honest didn't really want them to be. I know that sounds mean and I don't intend it to but they were just school friends and that was it. 

I got to around the age of 14/15 maybe and I thought I had found someone who would be my life long friend who would always be there for me and would always care. I spent a lot of time with this girl and honestly had the an amazing time. We went on holiday, went to to concerts, have sleepovers etc. This girl was more like my sister than a best friend as I classed her. One day out of the blue I was told that we were no longer friends that she felt like she was being trapped in our friendship and spending that much time with someone was unhealthy. We drifted apart and that was the end of that. I guess. Life long best friend was gone! It was hard to come to terms with it honestly it was like your left arm had been taken away. Okay not that dramatic but it was still heart breaking and not nice. 

Girls can be bitchy like I said at the beggining of the post and it's not nice. People who you think and believe are your friends could turn out not to be and just be backstabbers within a snap of a twig. Its a strange and horrible feeling to know how much you trust them and they go and talk about you behind your back. Many thing were said as a joke and a couple of things were from the heart but people have feelings and if they are kept bottled up for too long then you are just a ticking time bomb of hate ready to explode at any point. It's not nice to be sitting round a dinner table and everyone treating you like an outsider because of your feeling and opinions, girls can be bitchy but so can boys so I guess we are all as bad as each other.

I have spoken to a couple of people on twitter who seem to be having problems with people they call friends In high school. I always say to them that they need to take a step back and look at the friend or friends they are having a problem with. I feel that if you feel uncomfortable around them or don't act like your true self around them it's not worth your time or effort. I spent 5 years not fully being myself and it's not nice believe me. I wish I could go back and be the person I wanted to be and be me to the fullest! If you don't see them being life long friends what is the point in trying. Don't put your heart and soul into something you feel will never work. 

My decision to go to sixth form was not an easy one. I had been back and forth with the idea for months and months and honest just got to the point where I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life and carrying on with education was the only answer I would find. I didn't want to be one of those people who came out of education and just went straight into working fully time or went on the dole. I love having a break from time to time but I couldn't be sitting on my backside all day everyday. 

Sixth form has possibly been the best and worse choice of my life. I regret a few things but they couldn't be changed. One thing I am thankful for in my life at sixth form were friends. One left half way threw the two year course which sucked and two of them didn't even come to sixth form after year 11 they moved on to do things they were wanting a career in. I have the best group of best friends I could ask for. I know I can go to them if anything was wrong, I can fangirl my heart out and at least one of them would understand me, spending time with them is all that matters to me at this moment in time, all of them but one are going to university and I'm honestly going to miss them, I'm going to have to start saving up to put petrol in my little car to drive down the motorway to see them with Jess! They will be bored with seeing us by the time they have finished haha! 

And the future... Who knows what that holds? I have a few things I wanting to do and have plans for which you guys will read about closer to the time but for now the future is a mystery and is hopefully filled with happiness, friendship and love.
I am happy with where my live is at the moment. I have a wonderful group of 5 close friends and they are all amazing and unique in there own way! I'm going to miss them when they go away and it will leave me and my bestie Jess here to have all the fun, adventures and concerts while they are off educating themselves!
Writing this post is possible one of the best things I have done in a while and has allowed me to let go of the past and get excited for the future!

"It's lonely at the top and that's why I plan to take all of you with me" - Conor Maynard

Cheeky quote to end this whole things off.

I know this was bit different but I hope you like it? :)

Take care

Post soon x

Buddy Beauty Blogger! ♥

Hey guys!

A couple of days ago I posted a review about a beauty product and it got me thinking. I'm always looking into different types of beauty products and i always read blogs and watch YouTube videos to get other peoples view on the said product. I find this extremely helpful and interesting.

So the main reason for this post is to give you a guys an in site into who i look at for beauty ideas and tips and the first person i'm going to recommend to you guys is Amy! 

Amy has a great blog here on Blogger and i think you guys need to check it out.

She is most defiantly the main reason why i decided to get this blog in the first place. 

I read many other blogs that blog about the same sort of things Amy herself posts about and i feel that she does such a good job with it!

I will post the link to the blog below:

http://amysatticbeautyblog.blogspot.co.uk/

I highly recommend going and checking out her blog, it will only take 5 minutes and you never know... there many be something over there you will enjoy!

Thank you guys so much! I may post about some other blogs or YouTube channels i enjoy watching and that i feel you guys should check out maybe in the future! 

Hope your all having a wonderful Sunday wherever in the globe you are!
Post Soon 

Take care x